It always has been a norm to write about how I hope I can do better and better each semester. But in reality, it is not working. At all. My results for the third year dropped, but fortunately was not that great. Then again, great enough for me to be emo about it.
I kind of getting this weird yet indescribable feeling ever since the school started just this Monday. Before each semester starts in previous years, I used to have this excited feeling. But now the feeling is completely diminished. I have no answer to why my body feels this way. There are times when I thought I understand myself, but when comes to the cognitive aspect, I feel like I am a stranger to myself.
Or perhaps, I may have losing interest to what I have been studying. And the internship experience I have gained is making me wanting to learn more about those things... Which means I will do badly for this semester again... If I cannot obtain a 3.8 this time, I need to strive for more in my final semester... Could this really be goodbye for my second-lower class honors?
I could not really assure myself at this stage.
We shall see.
We shall see.
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