No Exciting Countdowns

Last week countdowns were not really exciting as I have been spending them in my very cozy house doing my own stuff. Frankly speaking, going to the city and squeezing with freaking lots of people is not my cup of tea. But sometimes if invited to go out to have a feel, I will not reject and try my very best to feel great about the event, like what others feel about counting down to special occasions.

Sometimes, I myself really don't get the point of countdowning to special occasions.
So what if it is Christmas? I'm not even a Christian.
So what if it is New Year? It does not really mean things will start to get good in a brand new year.
So what if it is Chinese New Year? I will get to see relatives that I don't really like to see.
So what if it is 2012? The world is going to end this year!!!
(Unless you believe the prediction in the movie is true)

Ok, it sounds like I'm a sadist, but I used to feel nice about such occasions. Yes, especially when you are still a kid that was looking forward to a school holiday! It was really nice when the school had mini concerts going on, and I would super glad to help out in the event. Now, it has becoming so boring each year gradually that I don't really feel a thing.

For New Year Countdowns, some people do play hosts and invite friends and families to their to countdown together. But people around are either lazy to do so or just as boring as me. Sometimes I do feel like playing host, but my house isn't fit for such event nor I have the money for it.

Since is a New Year, people will always have some resolutions. I will list some of my resolutions.
1. I will try not to put so many emo posts in my blog... But quite impossible.
2. I will try go on an overseas trip... But quite impossible too, no money.
3. I will increase my CAP this time and climb to Second-Lower Class! Yes, this is still possible, provided that I could find back my passion for studying.

Nevertheless, this blog still serves as a medium to record all of my emo thoughts. So readers, please pardon my pathetic life! Haha.